when u think shit is PERFECT you get hit with a harsh dose of reality...

i want to escape into the past inorder to rewrite the future and make a better present....

i feel like a ton of bricks have fallen upon my heart and shattered it more than it has already...

i wanted acknowledgement romance and compassion and instead i got tears and fustration and a pain that just wont go away....

then to top it off people ive X'ed outta my life for a reason wanna step back in and its so not happeninq im tired of forgiving and forgetting naw fuck that imma be cold hearted and not answer or stoop to their level its so not even worth it even writting about it but i am....so there

sometimes its too late to fix wats unfixable and i need to realize that im a sucker for love...i always think and hope that things will get better or that theres room for changes....blah fuck that haha

im listening to amanda perez - too late

i hate the bitches that swear their life is oh so perfect like bitch r u retarded or that PRETEND their shit is perfect now that is even funnier....i giggle like a mad wacked women because why pretend hellloooo its called life

fucktards yo for reals.....i wanna dig my nails into my skin and scream but for wat...im holding it all in tellinq my self why do i feel so bad inside when the only thing ive felt was hurt so im closing this chapter in my life another lesson learned i love em i embrace em fuck everyone and fuck everything